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Forever and a day [28 Dec 2005|03:42am]
Dang its been a long time since I updated this thing. Id almost forgot I had and LJ. I just wanted everyone to know that I was still alive :) Im working now and it takes up a good deal of my time (atleast when Im actually scheduled to work...lol) but I really like it and im making much needed $. Anyways, Id better go, its 3:42 in the morning and I need some sleep. Night!
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Randomness [26 Jun 2005|12:58am]
This was stolen from Lyndsey's LJ, so blame her! lol J/k i love ya L'ers!!

Movie survey
Check off the movies you've seen. If you check more than 70, you're a movie whore.

1.( )Napoleon Dynamite
2.( )Saw
3.( )White Noise
4.( )White Oleander
5.( )Anger Management
6.( )50 First Dates
7.( )Jason X
8.(x)Scream
9.(x)Scream 2
10.( )Scream 3
11.( )Scary Movie
12.( )Scary Movie 2
13.( )Scary Movie 3
14.( )American Pie
15.( )American Pie 2
16.( )American Wedding
17.(x)Harry Potter
18.(x)Harry Potter 2
19.(x)Harry Potter 3
20.( )Resident Evil I
21.( )Resident Evil 2
22.(x)The Wedding Singer
23.( )Little Black Book
24.( )The Village
25.( )Donnie Darko
26.(x)Lilo & Stitch
27.(x)Finding Nemo
28.(x)Finding Neverland
29.( )13 Ghosts
30.( )Signs
31.(x)The Grinch
32.( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
33.( )White Chicks
34.( )Butterfly Effect
35.(x)Thirteen going on 30
36.( )I, Robot
37.( )Dodge ball
38.( )Universal Soldier
39.(x)A Series Of Unfortunate Events
40.( )Along Came A Spider
41.( )Deep impact
42.( )KingPin
43.(x)Never Been Kissed
44.( )Meet The Parents
45.( )Meet The Fockers
46.( )Eight Crazy Nights
47.(x)A Cinderella Story
48.( )The Terminal
49.(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50.(x)Passport to Paris (sadly...*hides head in shame*)
51.(x)Dumb & Dumber
52.( )Dumb & Dumberer
53.(x)Final Destination (Devon Sawa is a hottie! ;))
54.( )Final Destination 2
55.( )Halloween
56.( )The Ring
57.( )The Ring 2
58.( )Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
59.(x)Practical Magic
60.(x)Chicago
61.( )Ghost Ship
62.( )From Hell
63.( )Hellboy
64.( )Secret Window
65.(x)I Am Sam (great movie!)
66.( )The Whole Nine Yards (part of it)
67.( )The Whole Ten Yards
68.( )The Day After Tomorrow
69.(x)Child's Play
70.(x)Bride of Chucky
71.(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
72.( )Just Married
73.( )Gothika
74.( )A Nightmare on Elm Street
75.(x)Sixteen Candles (thanks to C lol...)
76.( )Bad Boys
77.( )Bad Boys 2
78.( )Joy Ride
79.( )Seven
80.(x)Oceans Eleven
81.( )Oceans Twelve
82.( )Identity
83.( )Lone Star State of Mind
84.(x)Bedazzled
85.( )Predator I
86.( )Predator II
87.(x)Independence Day
88.( )Cujo
89.( )A Bronx Tale
90.( )Darkness Falls
91.( )Christine
92.(x)ET
93.( )Children of the Corn
94.( )My Boss' Daughter
95.(x)Maid in Manhattan
96.( )Frailty
97.( )Best Bet
98.(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
99.(x)She's All That
100.( )Calendar Girls
101.( )Sideways
102.( )Mars Attacks
103.( )Event Horizon
104.(x)Ever After
105.(x)Forrest Gump
106.( )Big Trouble in Little China
107.(x)X-Men 1
108 (x)X-Men 2
109.(x)Jeepers Creepers (gross movie!)
110.( )Jeepers Creepers 2
111.( )Catch Me If You Can
112.( )The Others
113.(x)Freaky Friday
114.( )Reign of Fire
115.( )Cruel Intentions
116.( )PI
117.( )Swimfan
118.( )Miracle
119.( )Old School
120.( )Ray
121.( )The Notebook
122.( )K-Pax
123.(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
124.( )Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
125.( )Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
126.(x)A Walk to Remember (AWESOME movie!! So sad thou!!)
127.( )Boogeyman
128.( )Hitch
129.( )Back Door Sluts 9
130.( )South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
131.( )The Fifth Element
132.(x)Star Wars episode I
133.(x)Star Wars episode II
133a.(x)Star Wars episode III
134.(x)Star wars episode IV
135.(x)Star Wars episode V
136.(x)Star Wars episode VI
137.( )Troop Beverly Hills
138.( )Swimming with Sharks
139.( )Trainspotting
140.( )People Under the Stairs
141.( )Blue Velvet
142.(x)Sound of Music
143.(x)Parent Trap
144.( )The Burbs
145.( )SLC Punk
146.( )Meet Joe Black
147.( )Wild Things
148.( )A Clockwork Orange
149.( )The Order
150.(x)Spiderman
151.(x)Spiderman 2
152.( )Amelie
153.(x)Mean Girls
154.(x)Shrek
155.(x)Shrek 2
156.(x)The Incredibles
157.( )Collateral
158.( )The Fast & The Furious
159.( )2 Fast 2 Furious
160.( )Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
161.( )Closer
162.(x)The Sixth Sense
163.( )Artificial intelligence
164.(x)Love Actually
165.( )Shutter
166.( )Ella Enchanted
167.(x)Princess diaries 1
168.(x)Princess diaries 2
169.( )Constantine
170.( )Million Dollar Baby
171.( )Life of David Gale
172.( )25th hour
173.( )Vanilla Sky
174.( )Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
175.( )Boogie Nights
176.( )Braveheart
177.( )The Anarchist Cook Book
178.( )My House In Umbria
179.(x)Double Jeopardy
180.(x)Monsters, Inc.
181.( ) Alfie
182.(x) Willy Wonka
183. ( ) Blow
184. (x) Pretty Woman
185. ( ) The Breakfast Club
186. ( ) Fast Times at Ridgemont High
187. (x) Happy Gilmore
188. (x) Billy Madison
189. ( ) The Rules of Attraction
190. ( ) Dead Man
191. ( ) Fear and Loathing in Las Vagas
192. ( ) Sahara
193. ( ) Some Like it Hot
194. ( ) Casablanca
195. (x) Moulin Rouge (part of it)
196. (x) Romeo and Juliet
197. ( ) Once Upon a Time in Mexico
199. (x)Pirates of the Carribean
200. (x) Chocolat
201. ( ) Philadelphia
202. ( ) When Harry Met Sally
203. (x) Madagascar
204. ( ) Ladybugs
205. (x) The Sandlot
206. ( ) Kid in King Arthur's Court
207. ( ) Bonnie and Clyde
208 ( ) The Graduate
209. ( ) Donnie Brasco
210. ( ) American Beauty
211. ( ) Apocalypse Now
212. ( ) Boys Don't Cry
213. ( ) Run Lola Run
214. ( ) Welcome to the Dollhouse
215. ( ) La Haine
216. (x) A Walk in the Clouds
217. (x) XXX
218. ( ) Boiler Room
219. ( ) Scarface
220. ( ) The Godfather
221. ( ) Godfather Part II
222. ( ) Godfather Part III
223. ( ) Shaun Of The Dead
224. ( ) Brazil
225. ( ) Naked Lunch
226. ( ) Zombie
227. ( ) Planes, Trains, and Automoblies
228. ( ) Tommy Boy
229. ( ) Hotel Rwanda
230. ( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show

71 or 72 lol I guess I've seen a lot of movies lol
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Update and pictures [21 Jun 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "Lose It All" -BSB ]

Hey all, I've got a couple things I wanna add here.
First an update on yesterday's entry:
I talked to my dr today and she said she thinks that I may be one of those people that needs to stay on the anti-depress while im on this new med. Basically, Im gonna start taking BOTH for a while and see if maybe I need a longer period of time to stop taking the anti-depressant. Im going in to see her in a week from today, so that will be helpful.

Second: pictures!! YAY! :) These are from when the boys were on the Today on June 10th. I just HAD to put a couple of these here.

http://tinypic.com/5x3eko -how adorable is that!?! Baylee looks SOOO much like Brian!
http://tinypic.com/5x3hhk -WOW! Need I Say More?
http://tinypic.com/5x3ktc -a good picture but...uh where's Brian??
http://tinypic.com/5x3l8k -SOO adorable!

Thats it for now. Maybe more later.

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The Deal [20 Jun 2005|10:14pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | "Siberia" -BSB ]

OK, I decided to just post this here instead of sending 50 million emails with the same message in it. This is gonna be really long so bear with me.

I have a had a really bad past week. I recently changed my medicine and needless to say it was a mistake. basically, I stopped taking my anti-depressant in place of something else that was supposed to help me gain weight back. Now, back tracking a little, the medicine i was taking for the ADD stuff was causing me to loose my appitite therefore causing me to continue to loose weight. At one point I weighed just 94 lbs. which is not good at all. My clothes were huge on me (shorts and pants esp), and are still big on me. So, in order to help me gain some weight back, my dr took me off the ADD med. and gave me something to take the place of that, my anti-depressant and the pills I was taking to help me sleep. SO, after I started that my mood went WAY down. I started feeling really bad, usually my stomach was bothering me, I had a headache, hot flashes, and was not a happy person. So, this past week (the 13th-17th) it got worse. I had my period and it was worse than it normally is (and most of you know how awful my periods used to be), so I wasn't happy. I was VERY emotional and just broke down in tears and cried for no reason, would become even more easily upset, I slept A LOT, and many other things. I spent the whole week feeling absolutly MISERABLE. And what made it even worse was that Tuesday (the 14th) was a day I've been waiting literally 5 years for; the release of BSB's new CD "Never Gone". And I wasnt able to enjoy it at all, I spent most of the day in bed and almost cried b/c of not being able to get the cd that day. I was really dissapointed to say the least. But, Liz and I went to get it on Wed. and I still wasnt able to fully enjoy the CD I'd been waiting so long for. I dont think I ever really got to enjoy the CD until Friday when I decided I was tired of feeling like...well... C-R-A-P and took my anti-depressant. However, I didn't get much sleep cause I had a terrible sinus headache. After tossing and turning for a while, I finally got to sleep after taking a shower and other meathods to try and help. Saturday was worse, I again spent most of the day in bed and went to sleep that night (with the same headache) at 9:30 and slept till 11:00 the next morning. Sunday night wasnt much better, I was able to get rid of the headache (FINALLY) but had a difficult time sleeping.

As for today, it hasn't been much better. I broke down in tears again a couple times for no reason other than being tired of feeling miserable. I've eaten, but still had my stomach bother me a little. I am definitly not myself at all and haven't been for a while now. My mom came into my room Saturday afternoon, after waking me up from a nap to try and get rid of the stupid headache, and said "I want my Bethany back. What happened to her. Why is she so miserable?" And I thought to myself, "I wish I knew. I really wish I knew."

So, the conclusion to all this is that as I stated earlier, it was a mistake to take me off the anti-depressant in the first place. So, I plan to start taking it tomorrow like normal. The crying and the high emotional level is the pattern we've noticed whenever I've run out of my anti-depressant before. Whew! That was long! I hope its not too confusing for anyone. If so, I'm sorry! I think thats about all I can type for right now, Im still all emotional and stuff so thinking about all this doesnt help.

Oh, I did call my doc. today to ask what she thinks about all this but havent heard back yet. I will post an update after I've talked with her. (Hopefully tomorrow.)

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one big circle [14 Jun 2005|01:21am]
Man, Life is funny isnt it? One minute you may be the happiest you've ever been and the next feeling so sad u can stand it. I've certainly felt my share of emotions in my life and maybe even a little extra just incase. Anyways, as I sit here thinking about how incredibly hot Oliver James is and playing with my newly brushed hair, I start to think and just let my mind wander. I remember something Jesse told me that stuck with me for a number of reasons and almost made me want to scream out at the top of my lungs "WHY ME!?!" He told me that he'd had a couple of friends, all of which I havent met, think I was "hot" and or wanted to ask me out. Now, clearly nothing happened and it makes me wonder; how is it that these people can see my picture or hear Jesse talk about me and feel that way, but yet every single guy I've liked has well...done the opposite. And that tells me that the problem isnt just with the guys, its with me. Well, DUH! I tell myself, I always knew something was wrong with me, but maybe I didnt know what. Maybe I just like the wrong kind of guy. But if all the guys I've like(d) are the wrong kind, what's the right kind? And how do I know when I've found him? Who knows. All I know is, that if he's out there I certainly havent found him yet.
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Random Quizzes [30 May 2005|12:19pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" -Green Day ]

Ok, here are some random quizzes I just took. Enjoy!



You Are A Good Friend









You're always willing to listen

Or lend a shoulder to cry on

You're there through thick and thin

Many people consider you their "best friend"!






What Your Dreams Mean...






Your dreams seem to show that you're a very well adjusted and happy person.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.





I think i may have taken this one before but im not sure, so here it is again! lol



You Are A Realistic Romantic


You are more romantic than 70% of the population.






It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!


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General Frustration [20 May 2005|11:44pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | "Untitled" -Simple Plan ]

Ok, Im a little ticked off at the moment, I sent this email to some of my clay lists abt the insane prices of tickets to see him on ebay, and people are bitting my head off! They're like "there's nothing we can do about it," "some people have to spend that much to see Clay," and my personal favorite "dont worry about it." Its like HELLLLO!! What did I do? I didnt send out this email for you to yell at me! Geez!! Ok, rant over.

Anyways, Liz and I went to see Star Wars Episode 3 yesterday. It was really good, but sad. I mean even though you know basically what's gonna happen (if you've seen the original 3 movies that is), its still sad to see it. It was a little gross at times and funny too. I'd def recommend seeing it. The special effects are really good too.

We also did a little shopping and driving around looking at really huge and very very very expensive houses. Which is always fun, but depressing at the same time cause you know you'll never be able to afford even 1/4th of the price of the house. We found some really pretty houses too, one of which we've claimed so HANDS OFF!! lol

I think thats all I can handle at the moment lol. More later.

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Updates and stuff [17 May 2005|01:19pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | "Untitled" -Simple Plan ]

WOW! Im like back! lol Ok, that was lame, sorry. ANYWAYS, I've got somethings that I wanna add before I completely forget to tell y'all abt them.

First off, Kim and Justin are all moved into their house down in Mississppi :( I'll really miss Kim, but I know she'll be back for holidays and stuff. Im so happy for her and Justin, they just seem so happy. Ive never seen Kim with so much sparkle in her eyes and she's got this smile that almost never leaves her face. I just hope I get lucky and find a guy that makes me that happy. Its weird that her room is like empty now and so bare. I definitly think that planning this wedding with Kim brought us closer and made us appreciate each other more. I did SOOO much to help out with the wedding that I know it meant a lot to Kim to have me here at home to help out. I just hope she knows how much I care about her and how happy I am. Ok, im gonna stop before I start crying.

Moving on, Liz and I are gonna take a "class" together. Now, Im gonna explain this the best way I can cause its really complicated and confusing. I still dont completely understand all of it yet lol. But anyways, here goes:
The class is a DBT class. DBT stands for Dialectical Behavioral Therapy. Basically, a bunch of big words that mean that the class is set up to help you improve the way you think, react, and deal with things. Its something that my mom swears is what she feels is the best thing she can "give" me to help me. Is supposed to make dealing with happy/sad/bad..etc things easier and less stressing. I hope that helps lol If not, you can go to this site and learn more about it: . Hope that helps.

Lastly, Im making a scrapbook for Kim with wedding pictures and more that's certainly taken me a long time to do, and im not even close to being done lol. Its gonna be really awesome when its done *crosses fingers*. Ive got TONS and TONS of wedding pics to show y'all too, im workin on adding them to an online photo albulm, then ill send the link out. I think thats it for now. I think I'll end with some funny quotes.

As we're watching Indiana Jones and Lost Ark:
"I don't think I'd ever wanna fall off a cliff." ~ Liz

Temple of Doom:
"I'm ok with human sacrafice." ~Liz

"Hey, look at the *pauses* cows..." ~Me

"You mean he no longer thinks of you as lame? Because if he does I'm going after him with a chain saw." ~Christina

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Wedding and stuff [05 May 2005|12:05am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Incomplete -BSB (new single) ]

Hey all! Well its been a while hasnt it! Ive certainly been busy havent I? lol Well, I thought Id update y'all with the wedding happenings and some pictures. It was a wonderful ceremony and wedding. I had lots of fun. This is really long, so here goes:

Saturday morning we get up at 8 to go get our hair done. Mine took the longest so while everyone was taking thier turns mom and the other bridesmaids were making the bouquets on the floor. We were there for about 3 hours so mom brought us Mc Donalds Chicken. Then we came back to the house and got ready and left a alittle after 1 to go to the gardens and get pictures taken.

When we got there some of my family was there setting up chairs and stuff so we took lots and lots of pictures there and then got into my Dad's van to wait till the wedding started. So, as more and more ppl started to arrive we started to get excited. That is until it started raining. We were soo bummed. Kim shed a tear or two as the rain just fell on us. So, we went to plan B. We moved the wedding to the reception site at Justin's family's farm. We got lost on the way there and when we finally got there most of the guests were there.

So, we sat in the car for like 20 more minutes or more. By this time it was like 4:15 and we (the bridesmaids) and kim were really ready to get out of the van. We were going to wait for the horse drawn carriage we'd rented to come and bring kim and dad to the tent and then walk in. But they werent coming till 5:30. So we went ahead with the ceremony.

There was an arbour set up with whisteria all over it so Kim wanted to walk under that. So, we got out and the other three bridesmaids started up the hill to meet their escorts and I followed along behind them by myself. The actual ceremony was really nice. I cried thru most of it. It was going well until we realized that we didnt have the roses for the rose ceremony part of the wedding and had to use fake ones. And Justin's dog Duke was the ring bearer. After it was over, we walked back out of the tent and over towards the arbor for more pictures.

I cought the bouquet (go me!) and my 7 year old cousin Cameron caught the garter. It was sooo cute!
And the weird thing is that it started raining at 2:30 and stopped at like 3:15 and never rained again the rest of the day. So it was almost like she was meant to get married at the farm.

Now pics he he he
First off the happy couple
happy couple #2
Duke, the ring bearer isnt he adorable! :)
Grooms Cake GO STATE!!
and last but not least: Me lol There's something about this picture that I really love. The man is my gradaddy and he was also the minister. What im doing in the picture is signing the marriage certificate.

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Weather [11 Apr 2005|03:02pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Incomplete -BSB (new single) ]

WOW! It is sooo nice outside today! I love spring for this reason. Its hot, but not TOO hot, and all the flowers are in bloom! Raleigh is so pretty during the spring. :) Anyways, I FINALLY finished my paper!! WHOOO HOO!!!!!!! :) I'm soooooooooooooo glad its over with! Now, one more to go... *rolls eyes* lol This one should me much easier than the one I just did. That paper was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hard!

Anyways, the wedding is less than 3 weeks away! Wow! I cant believe that, I remember when I found out about them getting engaged! Ive been helping a lot with stuff and I know Kim really appreciates that, and I dont mind helping out my big sister :) I've also been thinking a lot about the speech I'm gonna make at the reception, and ive got some ideas on what I wanna say but im def still workin on it. I'll put a link to it up here when I'm done.

Lets see... what else...? OH OH OH OH!!!!!!!!!! I can NOT believe I forgot to add this! I'M GOING TO SEE BSB THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Squeels in utter delight* I can not wait!! They're doing a small tour to say thanks to the fans for sticking with them thru the hiatus. I am sooooooo excited!!! I may go alone, but Im not sure.* I am SOOO excited! HE HE HE HE! :) Most of you reading this, know how much BSB mean to me and how much I love them. So, you know that I wouldnt miss this concert for the world! Im hoping that I can get my camera in to take pics. Ill see. Anyways, I think thats it for now, more updates later.

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News and stuff [04 Apr 2005|02:08pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Behind These Hazel Eyes -Kelly Clarkson ]

Hey all, I meant to post this much sooner but I never got around to it, so I'm doing it now :) This happened on March 20 (Palm Sunday) the morning after I wrote my last entry abt love etc. This is part of an email I sent out to some people.

Well, last night I was really really down and sad because of many things. Lets just say i was really depressed. So, i go to bed all sad and stuff. Then, this morning I wake up to go to the bathroom and I look up and cant believe what I'm seeing; a beautiful rainbow. It was over my bed and was the brightest rainbow I've ever seen. It was fairly large too, id say maybe 3 feet from one end to the other at the bottom, and clear as day. I was so surprised. I think it was a message from God telling me that everything is going to be ok, and that I'll be happy again. I was also shocked when I looked at my lovely clay calendar and saw that it was Palm Sunday, also that the rainbow could have been made by a Christmas candle (one with a light bulb) sitting on my window sill. But I couldnt believe that the rainbow was there. I'm not sure how long it lasted cause I went back to sleep and when I woke back up it was gone.

How cool/weird/awesome is that? I was really surprised to see it there, but it was very comforting to me. I tired to take a picture of it, but it didnt come out :(

Other news is that this wedding is getting closer and closer and we still have lots to do. The invitiations were sent out and we've gotten lots of responce card back alredy. Kim and I spent like 1.5 -1 hr 45 min scanning stuff at Hechts for her registry. It was kinda fun. She and I also need to go dress shopping for the rehersal dinner. Mom and I sat down and sorta planned out the Bridesmaids lunchen and we now have 16 people invited lol. We want to have it outside on the deck so its gonna be interesting.

I've also started to really like some songs that my friend Louise sent me. One is by an artist you know but you havent heard the song. Its called "So Strong" by Soul Decision. Yeah, I know what ur thinking, I didnt know they were still a band!? Well, they are, in Canada. Its a long story but the label they were on here in the US went bankrupt so they are only big in CA now. Its a really good song. You should DL it! And the funny thing is that I didnt like them when they were popular here. The other is a song by the Canidian Idol, Kalan Porter called "Awake In A Dream" its a really good song. And you'd never guess that he's only 19 when u hear the song. Anyways, thats my little plug for the day :)

Oh! And some good news, dad called Emory and they said I could apply to take another semester off. I have to like submit a letter asking if its ok or somethin. So hopefully *crosses fingers* they will let me do that. It would make my life LOTS easier. I cant think of anything esle to add at the moment, so if I think of somethin else I'll add it later. :)

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Quizzes [25 Feb 2005|12:29am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "1985" Bowling For Soup ]

OK, you can thank Trevor for these lol


BETHANY
B is for Brainy
E is for Elegant
T is for Thoughtful
H is for Hilarious
A is for Artistic
N is for Naive
Y is for Young




This one is SO me, its kinda creepy.



Your Love Number is



6




Who you fall in love with is all about who you trust.
Loyalty is important to you, and you want the most faithful of lovers.
In return, you never let your heart or eyes wander.
Open and honest, your relationships tend to be free of secrets.





You Are A Realistic Romantic

You are more romantic than 70% of the population.




It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

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Random stuff [17 Feb 2005|11:08pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | Because Of You -Kelly Clarkson ]

Ok, i saw this on Liz's LJ and I thought id put it on mine.

Your LJ Prison by redfrog021
Username
Favorite Deadly Sin
You are convicted ofYou Have a Mullet; FASHION FELONY!!!!
And sentenced to10 years
Wardengoldensunset
Abusive redneck guardpiscesofyou
Easy to bribe guardxkillercowx
Cellmatebrighteyez229
Wants to make you their bitchjumplittlejudit
Drops soap in the shower on purposexkillercowx
Works in the laundry and smells people's undiesbrighteyez229
Comes to see you for 'conjugal visits'piscesofyou
Quiz created with MemeGen!


DANG! thats a looooooooooooong html code! lol But y'all can't see it so I'll shut up lol! Im sorry JJ! And FYI Id never do my hair in a mullet! UGH!!! Anyways, I know I havent updated this thing in a while and Im sorry. I really should update this more, its a good place to vent lol I think ill start a new entry cause this one isnt good enough LOL! Don't mind me, im in a reallllllllly weird mood.

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LOOOOONG Time no update [29 Jan 2005|01:24pm]
[ mood | impressed ]

Hey all, yeah i know its been a million years since i last updated this thing. Im sowy! Anyways, I've been inspired lol. My friend Rachel Im'ed me and asked me what some of my favorite songs of all time are. And this is what i came up with: (beware this is a LOOONG list and includes any song that i've ever really liked). In no particular order, but ive organized them into categories like pop/rock/punk whatever, country, and oldies. Happy Reading!

Pop/Rock/Punk whatever:
"Not the One" - Daniel Bedingfeild
"Merry Christmas With Love" - Clay Aiken
"Mary Did You Know" - Clay Aiken
"Don't Save It All For Christmas Day" - Clay Aiken
"Shine" - Clay Aiken
"Measure Of A Man" - Clay Aiken
"The Way" - Clay Aiken
"INBYH" - BSB
"IWITW" - BSB
"It's True" - BSB
"As Long As You Love Me" -BSB
"10,000 Promises" -BSB
"Like A Child" -BSB
"How Did I Fall In Love With U" - BSB
"I Got You" - Nick Carter
"Do I Have To Cry For You" - Nick Carter
"Heaven In Your Eyes/I Need You Tonight" -Nick Carter
"Breakaway" By Kelly Clarkson
"Because Of You" By Kelly Clarkson
"Behind These Hazel Eyes" - Kelly Clarkson
"Trouble With Love Is" -Kelly Clarkson
"Because You Live" - Jesse McCartney
"Only Hope" - Mandy Moore
"This Is The Night" -Clay Aiken
"Who Do You Love?" -BSB
"Spanish Eyes" -BSB
"Drowning" -BSB
"Shape Of My Heart" -BSB
"Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely" -BSB
"Here's To The Night" -Eve 6
"Open Arms" Journey/Nick Carter/Clay Aiken
"Truly Madly Deeply" -Savage Garden
"Two Beds and A Coffee Machine" -Savage Garden
"Crash and Burn" -Savage Garden
"I Knew I Loved You" -Savage Garden
"Superman" Five For Fighting
"I'm A Believer" -Monkees/Smash Mouth
"Harder to Breathe" Maroon 5
"Perfect" Simple Plan
"Miss Independant" -Kelly Clarkson
"Thankful" -Kelly Clarkson
"Beautiful Disaster" -Kelly Clarkson
"This Love" Maroon 5
"Solitaire" -Clay Aiken
"One Day" Simple Plan
"Don't Wanna Think About You" -Simple Plan
"One Week" -BNL
"Its All Been Done" -BNL
"Broadway" Goo Goo Dolls
"Disease" Matchbox 20
"Fins" -Jimmy Buffet
"Volcano" -Jimmy Buffet
"Cheese Buger In Paradise" -Jimmy Buffet

Country:
"Love Me" -Colin Raye
"Friends In Low Places" -Garth Brooks
"Prop Me Up Beside The Jukebox" -Joe Diffie
"Third Rock From The Sun" -Joe Diffie
"Red Strokes" Garth Brooks
"Im Gonna Be Somebody Someday" -Travis Tritt
"Why Havent I Heard From You?" -Reba McEntire
"Goodbye Earl" -Dixie Chicks
"Fancy" -Reba McEntire
"Is There Life Out There" -Reba McEntire
"The Gambler" -Kenny Rogers
"Coward Of The County" -Kenny Rogers
"Let Me Try" -Randy Travis (even thought it always makes me cry)

Oldies:
"Imagine" - The Beatles
"Yesterday" - The Beatles
"Hey Jude" - The Beatles
"In My Life" - The Beatles
"Let It Be" -The Beatles
"Obla Di Olba Da" -The Beatles
"Come Together" -The Beatles
"When I'm 64" -The Beatles
"Yellow Submarine" -The Beatles
"Daydream Believer" -Monkees
"Crimson and Clover" -Tommy James and The Shondells
"Lion Sleeps Tonight" -The Turtles
"Take It To The Limit" -Eagles
"Not Your Stepping Stone" -Monkees
"The Boxer" -Simon and Garfunkle
"Sound Of Silence" -Simon and Garfunkle
"Puff The Magic Dragon" -Peter Paul and Mary
"Don't Worry Baby" -Beach Boys
"Sloop John B" -Beach Boys
"California Girls" -Beach Boys
"Kokomo" -Beach Boys
"Leader Of The Pack" -Shangri-Las (dont ask! lol)
"Charlie Brown" -The Coasters (he he he he he he)
"My Girl" -The Temptations
"Stand By Me" -unknown
"If I Could" -Simone and Garfunkle
"Down In The Boondocks" -Yardbirds
"Do You Believe In Magic" Lovin Spoonful

WOW! That is a looong list! I never realized i liked soooo many songs. Well, thats it for now cause my fingers hurt lol. I started this list at 11:37 and its now 1:20 lol If i think of more ill add them but for now, im gonna rest my fingers lol.

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Long time no post lol [01 Dec 2004|06:21pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Hey all, I know I havent updated in about a million years but I'm updating now! First off, how do ya like the new layout!?! I LOVE it! Thanks to Liz for helpin me out! :) Secondly nothin much is new, I've got like 2 weeks left in the semester and its gonna be a LOOOOOOOOOONG 2 weeks. This is gonna be a really busy weekend for me. But after that its over!! I can't wait till Christmas!! :) I've got a loooong list of stuff I want (mostly movies). If anyone wants to know I'd be glad to post a list here ;) I think thats it for right now, I may update later tonight with this really weird dream I had last night. Later peoples!

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Roomate Woes [01 Nov 2004|04:46pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

WOW! It's amazing how much can go on in a matter of weeks isnt it? Or even days. I guess the idea that all good things must come to an end is definitly true (well DUH Beth!) But my point is that all bad things have to come to an end too. Kat and I arent getting along...AT ALL. She doesnt like me and wants to get out of this room so bad. I know we're different but I didnt know she disliked me as much as she does. See, what happend was I went to the bathroom and noticed someone wrote "GO BUSH 04" on MY white board (the one both of us use). So, thinking that someone on the hall did it, I erased it of course. Then i notice Kat write "Vote Bush O4 -Kat loves Bush" on it, so i write "Beth says vote for Kerry" under it. Then she erases what i wrote and put up an away message that says "GO BUSH!! MY ROOMATE SUCKS!!!!!" Im really pissed she did that. But I know that one of us has to leave before we drive each other even more crazy!

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Stress and stuff [28 Oct 2004|06:47pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Well, this week has been interesting. Im not sure whats going on, but im starting to get a little scared. Wednesday during my english class Professor Hamilton told me to come by his office (which is right across the hall from where i have english) and talk to him. So, after class i went by and he said he was worried about me. He said that my demenor had changed and that I looked really sad. I told him that I was sick with the UTI and this stupid cold and that when i was sick it really wore me out. I told him I was doing my best to keep up in my classes, but that it was hard when i felt so bad. He said he understands totally but doesnt want me to slip like i did last semester. I had to go cause i had to take a history test and was supposed to see Jill (the therapist/counselor) here (but it turned out she had to cancel), and I had to go. So, then that night Jill calls me at 9:30 and sets up an appointment with me at 3 the next day. So, after my GNST class let out 30 min early, I went to go talk to Prof Hamilton more about what was bothering me. I told him about the horrible stomach virus i had last year and that i felt really worn out and felt like i had no energy. I told him how i came to find out that i had the UTI and he said that he was going to ask me if Id lost weight. So we talked a little more and then i had to go see Jill. We talked a little and said that Prof Hamilton had called her (he told me this before) cause he was concerned. So, she thinks i may be depressed and thinks i should up the dose on my anti-depressant. Also, she, Prof Hamilton and I are going to work together to try and work this out. I really hope it works.

In other news, Liz's grandmom is sick, so please pray for her. Thanks. Love ya Liz!

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I Hate Colds!!! [24 Oct 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | miserable ]

Hi people, I know I dont update this as much as I used to, but College and other things have kept me busy. At the moment im sick with a cold and a urnary tract infection. It sucks! I feel absolutly miserable and all I wanna do is lie in bed and sleep. Im still a little upset abt this whole Trevor thing, but I know I have to get over it eventually, but I think I'll always have some hurt inside of me. *sigh* Life is so complicated! In other news, Kim's dad died on Friday and she's really upset about it (my friend from PA). I've done my best to help her out and be there for her as much as I can. She's doing better but is still upset. I've taken up a project to send her flowers and other Clay fans have pitched in to help out. Its amazing how Clay fans come together when people are in need. Kim is now the sole supporter of her and her mom because her mom cant work. So, she's under a lot of pressure right now. I think the flowers will cheer her up. She knows I'm here for her if she needs me. And L'ers is a bit down at the moment too so *HUG* to her. Well, thats it for now, Im too tired to do much more. I'll try my best to update more, but school comes first. Later peoples.

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Bored lol [08 Aug 2004|02:50am]
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